Monday, August 23, 2010

The end of the trail


I'm Five miles back, off the trail,and into the varied greens of ferns, shrubs, and mosses--all embroidered among the spruce trees and birch.Here,the granite hills mix with the sounds of water and forest; here time is lived in the borderland, where moose, bear, and birds come to feed. Below, deep in a gorge, the deep sounds of water crash and mix and foam. I eat the sweet and sour blueberries, gathering them in my hand, absorbing their moisture as the sun melts away the dew.The miles that have brought me here are along a broken trail, washed away in places, or grown in from lack of foot pounding by people. I like the bushwhacking, the dead fall, the swamps, and gushing water--separating those who have a passion for the land vs the strangers coming to take and break the delicate outlines of this place. Few get this far and I don't mind. I'm on my own now. Soon, I settle along a ridge until I come to a corner, then I descend to the creek below. From the bottom I'll follow the course down until the current is too strong, skirting the rough and deep stretches on the sand and gravel bars, or along trails of animals on the banks. The alder grows along the stream side,while in some sheltered woods the devils club flourishes.I walk across a small filled in pond of grasses and wild cotton, then through the fringes to the white openness of the stream. How sound seems so welcoming after being inside the green shades and tints of the hills. The waters are of light green-yellow, combined with soft blues of the sky, pouring into a pool nearby. Across the down stream side, a tree lies fallen, creating a deep shadow into the pool. A good place for trout I think. I stand for a moment, looking upstream, downstream, all around, listening and absorbing the impressions.Then it happens...as though timing or accident brings things into each other's orbit. A large black bear over three feet at the shoulder, as judged by the trees and rocks about, and over three hundred pounds. He crosses the downed tree, and softly comes to rest on the tan colored sand. A breeze from upstream gently flows by. The bear knows something is amiss. He lifts his nose into the air and sniffs. He knows another smell occupies the place. I stand still and wait, wondering which way the bear will go.After a few moments of random pacing, the bear turns and walks down stream, rounding a corner and vanishing into the alders. I would like to know more but I want to check the pool for trout. I like the colors of the water, the depths of protective Shadow and limbs. The hook sails across and arcs into the bottom. Then a bite and a trout is caught. I will have food for tomorrow. The day is shortening now, and I clean the fish and set off again, back to the broken trail to bushwhack and feed on berries, getting out by dark.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Webs in the trees


How interesting, that spiders weave such delicate designs, not only beautiful but useful for getting food. I wonder though how the function of such devious ideas can also lead to higher thoughts of things divine. A tiny creature is the maker, but maybe also the blind servant of a greater Law; yet we give a name "instinct", whereby actions and works of beauty are made unconsciously, thinking that this pattern is fully explained. The deeper we look, the more facts and connections we make, only lead us into mazes of layered imaginings.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

The Invisible materializes


Morning...soft light after a night's rain, while the fog lays in a vapor, hiding the distance scenes. Here and there, the sun breaks the silence with its light.Like most mornings at this time of year, the coolness has coated the trees, shrubs, and plants with sparkling dew.It has also coated what was unseen before...ovoid shapes more than a foot in diameter glisten in the light; these are spider webs with drops of dew filling the spaces in the lines and nodal points of the web. Each one reflects the world around. Small drops, medium drops; these occupy a common place,with the largest drop in the center of the circle.Once the day advances, the clouds return to cover the sun, and once more the spider designs become invisible again.